I am in the same boat. Not afraid to die, not sure about that, I have had so much fun in my 61 years of life and 41 years with my wife, but courage to die with civility, I am looking for that, as a secular person, I am falling into what is expected of all the others. All your money want buy another minute. The Doctors, they see people die all year long. God luck and if you have as many people praying for you as I do, than we should not have anything to worry about.........doubt if I see 63.